in a way
my family lost everything in the Nigerian civil war
my dad and his father hustled
now i have more than enough money
but i cant seem to relax
Even when on vacation, I'm always thinking about how much money
I could have made while I am on the beach
I think the thing thats not explained or illustrated real well about intergeneration trauma is the affects of actual trauma being perpetrated on the initial person who then transfers that pain to the people around them particularly offspring whove been conditioned to see things in that light.
One of the biggest reasons I hated Django Unchained and lost respect for Tarantino was how he portrayed the hardships that the black characters had to deal with....
Before I saw the film I read a review and the writer said he was impressed with how tarantino portrayed a
PTSD moment in the movie. I was like wow, okay QT had dug deep here.
.no one has shown the effects of PTSD in a film that involves slavery but it would stand to reason that it would not only happen but be common place considering what the slaves had been thru. So I see the film and it does show a PTSD moment...happening to
SCHULTZ. The one good white man who's never had to deal with hard ship like that sees ONE horrible incident and has twitchy flashbacks...meanwhile Broomhilda
was in a hotbox for 3 DAYS and how do we see how she deals with it?? Oh..we DON'T.
Now take that one step further...Broomhilda whose been beaten, tortured and mentally/psychologically/very possibly sexually abused most of her young life...now has children...
HOW DO YOU THINK SHE'S GOING TO RAISE THEM??
WHAT ARE THOSE KIDS GOING TO WITNESS IN THEIR MOTHER'S BEHAVIOR that they have to deal with and live with??
I don't know how bad bad got with your peoples in Nigeria but lets say for example your parents know what
abject poverty* feels like
So YOU witnessed the PSTD of the trauma they experienced in dealing with that. YOU picked up on how THEY FEEL about being in a position of powerlessness and it shaped how YOU feel about the possibility of losing everything even if the likelihood of that happening isn't real. Thats not even counting their treatment of you (the physical but most important the MENTAL) in trying to prepare you for how cold the world can be.
And its to the point where your uneasy about the possibility of "it all going away" or someone taking it from you...again, even if that's not likely to happen at least in the way or degree that it happened to them.
That, I think, is that what intergenerational trauma is.
*So what is abject poverty? To fully understand this term, it is best to define the word 'abject' first. Abject is the lowest extreme imaginable and is associated with misery and humiliation. Therefore, abject poverty is the lowest, most hopeless form of poverty that exists. This often means looking for food in less than desirable conditions such as in garbage cans or sleeping on park benches or in cardboard boxes. Those in abject poverty often lack access to things that many of us take for granted, such as schools, electricity, and clean water.