Man listen. Hearing him talk through that pain and just the clip, not the whole video, just a clip brought a tear to my.
I'm not even going to lie. The divorce, the fact that I got two parents that I can say like Will Smith "why don't they want me man" who if they died I would shed more tears for one of y'all than for one of them, that's hard.
Life is war, man. No days off. Even the days off ain't days off. The bullets stay coming.
Luckily for me I got friends I can go to and a lot of y'all who support me more than my own family does.
Time's a better now. I just got a $9,000 raise, I'm about to be 100% disabled from the military so that's $120k a year (Midwest money), but those lean times when I didn't know if I was going to be able to pay my bills broke me. That divorce from the only person who I ever loved in this fucking world, broke me.
I've cried many a night, no bullshit. Going through this war, the bullets, no body armor, no GTA regeneration, having to patch up your own self...man listen.