Peace,
And having gone to a small, predominantly white, capital L, liberal arts school, I have developed a greater disdain for so-called liberal cacs than I have for conservative whites. They’re just two sides of the same, racist coin.
I can relate to that. When I was in music college, some of the most racist CACs I've personally met were those who had Black wives or were deep into Black music. When engaged, they were quick to spout their toxic accusations of "reverse racism" at the idea of us having BET, Black colleges, Black Greek organizations, etc. Their "liking" Black folks is contingent upon whether they consider the Black person to be non-threatening.
I remember one jewish white boy who was married to an African sista who wanted me to replace the guitarist in his gigging band (a Brotha). I asked him why he wanted to let dude go. White boy claimed the bro was a racist. I was like, "a racist?". CAC was like, "Yeah, he believes white people manufactured AIDS in a lab to kill Black people."
I was like
I turned around and walked away without a word. Didn't return his phone calls afterward, either.