"Your husband should devote his life to deferring to you."

Is this good advice in response to the dilemma below?

  • Yes.

  • Possibly in another situation but not this one.

  • No.


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Rembrandt Brown

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Three question areas:

1. Have you ever been in a position in a relationship where your partner could have reasonably been given this advice? Or where you could have?

2. If you were the partner, would you even try? Could you or anyone succeed?

3. Is this good advice in this situation? Is it ever?





About a year ago, I confronted my husband of more than 10 years with evidence that he had surreptitiously set up a web camera in our bedroom, with the intent of watching me masturbate while I was home and he was elsewhere. He admitted it, and it has been an extremely difficult year working through the anger, betrayal, and feelings of violation. After several months of joint and one-on-one therapy, I chose to stay in the marriage. We are doing OK and are at a point where some days I can almost forget what he did. However, he is increasingly seeking physical and sexual affection that I cannot bring myself to engage in. We have kissed, cuddled, etc., but the thought of anything further makes me want to vomit. We had an amazing sex life before this, built on a foundation of a decade of trust and exploration, and I cannot get myself back to that level of intimacy and vulnerability. Part of me thinks I need to rip the Band-Aid off, get drunk, and let it happen in order to move forward. Part of me never wants to have sex with him again.

I realize I am still processing a trauma, but what do I do? In my most negative moments, I feel like I’m supposed to have sex with the person who sexually assaulted me, and I don’t know how to move forward.

—Unwilling Cam Girl



Dear Unwilling Cam Girl,

I think you need more time, and that you should take it. And then take some more. By deceiving and violating you, your husband knocked the center of power way off balance in your relationship, and you deserve all the time you need to restore it. I don’t need to tell you that he did something terrible to you, but I want to emphasize just how much everything needs to be on your terms for now. Your husband should devote his life to deferring to you.

I understand that you want to maintain this relationship, and I trust that you’ve done a lot of work in therapy and with your husband to reach that decision, but wow are you signing up for a herculean task. I imagine getting to a place of normalcy with your husband will be about as easy as climbing a mountain in roller skates. Resuming a sexual relationship with someone who was the cause of trauma can’t have much of a success rate (or much of an attempt rate for that matter). It still would be extremely reasonable to listen to the part of you that never wants to have sex with him again, but since you decided to stay, I hope your therapy is ongoing and I recommend working on this very issue with a professional. Maybe the answer is to focus on what attracted you to him in the first place; maybe you have to build a whole new image of him in your head to move forward sexually. I think it largely depends on your specific needs and it will be a matter of (very careful) trial and error.

Whatever method you decide on, I hope it isn’t ripping the Band-Aid off and thrusting yourself back into a sexual relationship—exposure therapy isn’t really something you want to fool around with or self-administer. You could retraumatize yourself and for what? Him? He’s taken quite enough already.
 

mchammertoeeesss

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Why is she masturbating with a husband at home?
She was never sexually attracted to him.
Devote my life to...
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Dannyblueyes

Aka Illegal Danny
BGOL Investor
Spend his life deferring to her? Fuck no! She needs to get this asshole out of her life immediately and make him defer to her lawyer.

He filmed the most intimate parts of her life without her consent and did it in one of the only places in this world where a person still has a reasonable expectation of privacy. Now she has to spend the rest of her life worrying this footage will show up on porn hub.

depending on what profession she works in, that could destroy her entire career as well as her personal reputation. Sure, she could sue the site and make them take it down, but not before a few thousand people download it first.
 

Drayonis

Thedogyears.com
BGOL Investor
Yeah that part I don't understand. If he wanted to film her, why not just ask? I'm sure she'd make as many flicks as you want for you.

Spend his life deferring to her? Fuck no! She needs to get this asshole out of her life immediately and make him defer to her lawyer.

He filmed the most intimate parts of her life without her consent and did it in one of the only places in this world where a person still has a reasonable expectation of privacy. Now she has to spend the rest of her life worrying this footage will show up on porn hub.

depending on what profession she works in, that could destroy her entire career as well as her personal reputation. Sure, she could sue the site and make them take it down, but not before a few thousand people download it first.
 

Rembrandt Brown

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The only "dilemma" I see is that someone actually took the time to go online to search for this kind of soap opera drama and posted it here on BGOL... o_O
Nah, I read it on the regular, no searching involved.

This is a very general question, separate from the story it came from.
 

Built4Life

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
Yeah that part I don't understand. If he wanted to film her, why not just ask? I'm sure she'd make as many flicks as you want for you.
It seems like his kink might be that he didn't want her to know. It was more about the violation than anything...
 

850credit

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
If it bothers her that bad why is she staying...


I think we all know the answer.


Action over words. If she was REALLY hurt she would take the necessary action to get out. Are we to believe she isn't getting her satisfaction elsewhere in this scenario?
 

850credit

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
When u married ain't no dam privacy in the dam bedroom...fuck that bish..brah


I have a no clothes in the house rule (not married, no kids).

Meaning when you are in for the night you gotta take your outside clothes off and show me somethin. You ain't gotta be booty naked but I need to see some skin at the end of my day.
 

Mixd

Duppy Maker
BGOL Investor
That site's advice is comedy. I was reading some other columns and came across this.

Dear How to Do It,

I started dating a new person. After four dates, we fell into bed, and something happened that’s never happened to me: I couldn’t get it in. She said she has always been told that she’s tight, but this was weird. I made sure she was wet, but no go. I produced an old tube of lubricant. Nope. No matter how much lube, it would not go in. I can get a finger in just fine. Penis? Nope. Tonight, we had another intimate date, and it produced the same results: no penetration. It’s not like I’m inexperienced. I’ve been sexually active since my teens; I’m over 50 now. She’s had far less experience than me and has never had children. I like her, but I’m not sure what is happening or how to deal with it.

—No Entry

Dear No Entry,

You seem to be taking this new partner’s anatomy personally, and your letter is missing some key information: How did you make sure she was wet? And then you produced an old tube of lubricant? Did you tell her it was old? Did it look so gnarled up that you didn’t even have to tell her?


It sounds to me like she might be nervous. Vaginas are these tubes of muscle, and when a vagina haver is nervous, sometimes the vaginal muscles get tense—or really tight. Sometimes, regardless of whether the vagina haver is nervous or not, they need a lot of foreplay and maybe an orgasm or two before they are open enough to comfortably accommodate a finger, much less a penis. The vibe I’m getting from your message does not lead me to believe you engaged in enough foreplay for this particular partner.

Chill out on the framing of “how to deal with it” if you can. Just as with the axiom that thinking about a missing boner is the best way to keep a boner from appearing, putting pressure on someone with a tense vagina is likely to only increase their tension. Oral sex might be the way to go for a few dates, if that’s something you’re both open to. I strongly suspect she’ll have an easier time if you deprioritize penetration and focus on just exploring each other’s bodies for a bit.

Doesn't sound to me like the person or people giving advice has any sort of expertise as in a licensed professional. Anyone asking questions there don't have friends or some support system they can can seek advice from. So they ask the internet, smh.
 
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gene cisco

Not A BGOL Eunuch
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Yeah that part I don't understand. If he wanted to film her, why not just ask? I'm sure she'd make as many flicks as you want for you.
Same reason he couldn't spin this shit proper. He could have stroked the fuck out of her ego. Made it like he was on the road and wasn't thinking about no one but her. Instead, he probably broke down like a babbling, whimpering bitch. The weakness AND what he did was the combination she couldn't deal with.
 

bgbtylvr

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
Why is she masturbating with a husband at home?
She was never sexually attracted to him.
Devote my life to...
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Amateur in here. :smh:
Married men do it, so why can’t she? I love watching a woman masturbate. Even if I am home. Problem is you not wanting to watch or help. That shit turns women on to be watched so maybe it’s a signal men miss. My ex had has several toys and would masturbate while I watched, or blow me while she does it. Or buzz herself during anal. My girl could fuck at a drop of a hat, but I didn’t always wanna fuck. If your chick don’t masturbate there’s a deeper issue.
 

Mrfreddygoodbud

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ok first off this wasnt about no gotdam masturbation,

thats what he TOLD her to hide the REAL reason...

which is... he aint trust the ho..

he wanted a camera at all times on the bed to makes sure one of you bgol kniggas wasnt smashing while he was out..

but he know if he DARES tells her that shit, she is fuckin out of there, because then it has to do with trust issues and thats a fuckin deal breaker..

while just sayin u did it to see her masturbating is low key flattering but weird, but since its your signif other, you could let it slide...

but she senses the bullshit.. even if this story is bullshit you better believe this type of scenerio has happend more than a few times...
 

Mixd

Duppy Maker
BGOL Investor
ok first off this wasnt about no gotdam masturbation,

thats what he TOLD her to hide the REAL reason...

which is... he aint trust the ho..

he wanted a camera at all times on the bed to makes sure one of you bgol kniggas wasnt smashing while he was out..

but he know if he DARES tells her that shit, she is fuckin out of there, because then it has to do with trust issues and thats a fuckin deal breaker..

while just sayin u did it to see her masturbating is low key flattering but weird, but since its your signif other, you could let it slide...

but she senses the bullshit.. even if this story is bullshit you better believe this type of scenerio has happend more than a few times...
Eggsackly how I felt. He may of said he wanted to see her cum, but story makes no sense.

He probably fed her that line to avoid saying he wanted to see what she was doing period.
 

Eclipse99

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
Damn this got to be a young couple... the nigga set up a webcam so he can watch her masturbate while he is not home?
...And she mad as hell?

Smh...that's your husband. Would you rather this nigga be on the road fucking other women or masturbate to you?

Now buddy should have just told her that he wants to record her because she only turns him on but still, this shit should not be overblown.
 
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