mental health holiday season anti-depression check in...

Dannyblueyes

Aka Illegal Danny
BGOL Investor
from november to april since 2020 hasnt been good for me. The ONE person I could talk to about everything is gone. Holidays & birthdays dont mean shit to me right now. just trying to stay out of the hole!

I grew up as a Jehovah's witness. Holidays and birthdays never meant shit to me. Even now after more than 20 years out it's still just something I kind of show up to and smile in pictures for.

The way I get around it is by DJing other people's birthday and holiday parties. I'll bring all the love and joy that I can because that's my job, but at the end of the day it's infectious.

What I'm trying to say is, if you can't derive any joy from birthdays and holidays try bringing joy to others instead. At worst you earn their appreciation. At best that joy spreads back to you.

It sucks when people die, but remember, they died you didn't!
 

Coldchi

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
it is cold in these BGOL skreets......
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mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
I grew up as a Jehovah's witness. Holidays and birthdays never meant shit to me. Even now after more than 20 years out it's still just something I kind of show up to and smile in pictures for.

The way I get around it is by DJing other people's birthday and holiday parties. I'll bring all the love and joy that I can because that's my job, but at the end of the day it's infectious.

What I'm trying to say is, if you can't derive any joy from birthdays and holidays try bringing joy to others instead. At worst you earn their appreciation. At best that joy spreads back to you.

It sucks when people die, but remember, they died you didn't!
Yo!!!! I attended Pine Forge Academy outside or reading Penn..... That was my introduction to 7th Day Adventisim. It REALLY changed my life!!!!
I became a vegetarian when it defiantly wasn't popular.... & have since cut out milk, & cheese.

Going to church on saturday made more sense than going on sunday! I HATE working on Saturday. The whole system is set up for you to NOT honor "God".... the only mufukkaz who know better are the jews when it comes to that shit! Holidays......... :smh: holloween??? the most wickedest day of the year!!!! thanksgiving is a lie & santa aint real. I dont celebrate my birthday much either.... its just the day I was born & Im thankful. They different after its just you & ya parents are gone.

You are absolutly right!!! I make others laugh often. I spread it around & it comes back a little bit @ a time. Its all good!
Appreciate it!
 

mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
Look at all the shit he been saying bout my family.
I got no sympathy for this cock smoking batty boy.
Pussy ass nigga need to put himself out his own misery.
I wish there was a way to spit on you online! Id spit in ya face & then on ya bitch & walk off! :yes:
fuck you& fuck ya family fuk niggaah!

Im in NYC if you ever want to do something about it! :dunno:
 

mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
Look at all the shit he been saying bout my family.
I got no sympathy for this cock smoking batty boy.
Pussy ass nigga need to put himself out his own misery.
fuk niggah i dnt want to block you! that would be too easy & no fun. I enjoy this shit!
ya father was the original cock smoker! He taught ya mother how to smoke cocks after she pegged him down wild cowboy style like fluffers on the set of broke back mountain. How did ya mother manage not to swallow you on that particular cock smoking & pegging binge?She was know for cock smokin niggaahz to sleep & runnin they pockets.
You son of a cock smokin ass faggot dj! :roflmao:

did she pass her skills on??? ya baby mama get taught big mama's cock smoker skills yes or no? did she pass them on as well??? ya aunty mouf game like ya mamas? :rolleyes2: post some ig & tiktok accounts my g....
g as in faaaaGGGOT.

you gonna put me outta my misery or you need somebody else to do it for you faggot ass niggaah???? which one is it?
:roflmao:" I got no sympathy"
fuck you :thefinger: & :blowjob::nopullout::fucking::nopullout::blowjob:ya family!...
 
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mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
This closet fag been wishing death on peoples family , talking about raping underaged kids of members and he in here trying to get sympathy for his ho ass depression? Fuck this nigga. This is what happens when you’re a faggot and don’t have off spring. You have no reason to live. You can’t adopt a kid because you’ll molest him like your uncle did you bitch.
No... just you & that faggot dj. I treat fuk niggaah like they treat me.
Bottom line is you not gonna do shit about it.
The only one uncle doing any molesting is yours of ya daughter. Ua wife gets fucked too. ‍♂️
 

DJ

BGOL Legend
Certified Pussy Poster
Next thing I want to read from you is ur obituary.
Stop worrying about me and get this shit over with.
In the time it took you write this book you could have shot ur self in the face at least 2 times.


fuk niggah i dnt want to block you! that would be too easy & no fun. I enjoy this shit!
ya father was the original cock smoker! He taught ya mother how to smoke cocks after she pegged him down wild cowboy style like fluffers on the set of broke back mountain. How did ya mother manage not to swallow you on that particular cock smoking & pegging binge?She was know for cock smokin niggaahz to sleep & runnin they pockets.
You son of a cock smokin ass faggot dj! :roflmao:

did she pass her skills on??? ya baby mama get taught big mama's cock smoker skills yes or no? did she pass them on as well??? ya aunty mouf game like ya mamas? :rolleyes2: post some ig & tiktok accounts my g....
g as in faaaaGGGOT.

you gonna put me outta my misery or you need somebody else to do it for you faggot ass niggaah???? which one is it?
:roflmao:" I got no sympathy"
fuck you :thefinger: & :blowjob::nopullout::fucking::nopullout::blowjob:ya family!...
 

mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
Next thing I want to read from you is ur obituary.
Stop worrying about me and get this shit over with.
In the time it took you write this book you could have shot ur self in the face at least 2 times.
id rather tell you how much ofc goofy cunt bitch ya mother was & how stupid ya father was for fucking the bitch. Let me know where her grave site is so I can let my dog shit on it. Ill post the pics.
 

mk23666

Rising Star
BGOL Investor
Yeah, 7 year
from november to april since 2020 hasnt been good for me. The ONE person I could talk to about everything is gone. Holidays & birthdays dont mean shit to me right now. just trying to stay out of the hole!
Yeah, seven years straight for me fighting depression around this time. It gets better each year, but only marginally so ... I used to love this time of year, but now I hate this time of year because it drains the life out of me.
 

mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
you have my username in your signature for like three years straight. Get your goofy ass out of here boy. Looking for support on a porn board ass nigga
Suck yuh mudda then eat ya daughters asshole. A lot of people come here for support.

Who are you again???
 

TooTrilla

Mil Town Legend
BGOL Investor
Suck yuh mudda then eat ya daughters asshole. A lot of people come here for support.

Who are you again???
Who am I supposed to be? An important person on a porn board? That's yall goofy ass niggas that be trying to gain recognition over the Internet from a bunch of people you don't even fucking know.
 

mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
Who am I supposed to be? An important person on a porn board? That's yall goofy ass niggas that be trying to gain recognition over the Internet from a bunch of people you don't even fucking know.
Gain recognition on a porn board you a bitch just like ya mother. Stfu. Go suck ya fathers ass dry then kiss ya mother in the mouth.

All you gotta do is hit ignore faggot.
 

TooTrilla

Mil Town Legend
BGOL Investor
Gain recognition on a porn board you a bitch just like ya mother. Stfu. Go suck ya fathers ass dry then kiss ya mother in the mouth.

All you gotta do is hit ignore faggot.
and all u gotta do is put the pistol in your mouth and do the Lord's work.....all your pain will end
 

mailboxpimp

Rising Star
BGOL Patreon Investor
and all u gotta do is put the pistol in your mouth and do the Lord's work.....all your pain will end
But ya mother did the lords work.... she swallowed several of ya brothers & sisters. I guess she spit you out & found a way to wipe her pussy walls with you & here we are.
That bitch had to be swallowing 6 to 7 kids evrrytime ya father put hid
 

TooTrilla

Mil Town Legend
BGOL Investor
But ya mother did the lords work.... she swallowed several of ya brothers & sisters. I guess she spit you out & found a way to wipe her pussy walls with you & here we are.
That bitch had to be swallowing 6 to 7 kids evrrytime ya father put hid
boo
 
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