when I first came home from the service I answered an ad in the swinger mag to rape a chic
cac nice neighborhood dope ass crib
we sat down first and went through everything in broad daylight
came up wit safe words and etc
came back after dark
crawled in the window
choked her
made her swallow
ripped off her panties
ass raped her
slapped the shit out of her repeatedly
ass back to mouth
no vaginal
made her swallow again as she choked and cried
bounced
this was all pre-technology so I drove home terror-stricken that I had gone too far
called her and she thanked me and asked was there anything she could do for me
I asked her for a real date and the full GFE
DO NOT JUDGE ME
but after that trauma I needed to be held