I don't even hate to say it, but this is what you get when you fuck with Becky. Some of the most conniving women I've ever met in my life. Now I've known black chicks that did dudes dirty, but white women take that shit to another level and then play victim on top of that
I'm not so offended by this. Twitch dead, he feels no pain from her actions. he would want her to make money to support his family after his death.
Twitch killed himself. Clearly, he was tormented within way worst than anything she could do.
I know from personal experience that you shouldn't hold or bury trauma and powerful emotions down inside the closet. Your only as sick as your secrets. Let that shit go, expose your wounds to the air so that it can heal thoroughly.
Give voice & expression to your pain and trauma is scary yet ultimately liberating. Tell to the mountain if nothing else. Journaling & counseling are forms of this, but may not be enough. You have be able to release the hold unresolved trauma has on you by setting it free. It don't belong to you nor is it any part of your identity. Disarm its power over you and keep pushing. This is self-compassion, self-forgiving, self-healing.
In our community, we hold so much in and be ready to kill or die at go. In our families, we hide shit from each other. Because we are ashamed or embarrassed if others know. Because our very being has been treated, judged & characterized so badly over the centuries. But we have nothing to be ashamed of. Our circumstances & experiences are human & common.
Ex, my nephew got a short bid for some petty crime young men lost in the terrordome do. Getting locked up in a cage is some of the loneliest, desolate shit ever. My sister never told me, although I eventually found out. He was deprived of assistance & nurturing he needed when he was down. Other people, besides his parents & siblings, who care about him lost the opportunity to be there for him. He got out on good behavior, got in a good trade program and is doing very well for himself & other now.
Anyway
Rest in paradise Twitch.