Sigh ok I have a slight problem in that I always look at the negative and put it in my mind it might happen. Like when I wake up to hit the highway for work all I think about is "I might get in a wreck today", or if I'm at the movies I might think for some reason that night someone will come and shoot shit up so on and so on for other shit.
Well I have never eaten pussy before, mainly b/c I have never been in a serious relationship and like I posted above I think about this bitch might give me something that will show up on my lips and shit. Fuck I think about all the negative when it comes to fucking mainly having a kid and I'm far from ready for that right now.
So last Sat. had a chick thats been very into me for over 8 years now, I have done a good job to avoid fucking her, I'm just not that into her she has had a lot of kids(all from one dude) and from my understanding she had a past of giving up the ass many times to a lot of dudes. I would let her come chill at my spot but would always let her know I can't fuck her.
Well I change my whole style up Sat. and tried to fuck her. I got a little alcohol in my system and went for it. She is a little mixed thick chick a little sloppy when the clothes came off though, I couldn't get hard after rubbing on her ass and licking her nipples. This is when I knew I have been watching too much porn, can't believe it I went down on this brawd made it to 34 years old never eaten pussy in my life but I'm eating this bitch. Well I get a little head but still couldn't get full wood but I try to smash anyway. I turn this brawd over in doggy and open her shit up and the funk comes with full force. Lol I still try to hit but then realized its not gonna happen, and I'm totally disgusted that the first time I go down its a chick who pussy smelled very bad.
I'm paranoid and full of regret the next couple of days and can still remember the smell she had. That Tues. I notice I got some white bumps in the back of my throat, ahhhh hell naw I'm going through my days as a broken down man thinking my life is fucked b/c I decided to fuck with a chick I didn't really want to in the first place. I said fuck it when Fri. came and went to the doc b/c those white spot are bigger. I go in there tell the male nurse I got throat issues, and told him "Hey man I think it could be a STD, and it was my first time to perform oral" this dude looks at me all confused and says "Um I think you probably only got strep throat" I have never got strep before and I didn't feel sick so I knew it was a STD. So they tested me and the Doc came to see me and tells me I test positive for Strep. I told the male nurse when he came in with my prescription to forget everything I said to him earlier lol.
Yo my head was fucked up all last week and I was scared as fuck. Next pussy I will ever be tasting will be wifey and I may not even do that fuck man. Can't believe I'm happy I got Strep Throat lol.