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ViCiouS

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woodchuck said:
Convo between my stepmom and I when I was about 16:

Her: "You can really hurt or help people with your words, and sometimes, I don't think you know the difference."
Me: "Actually, I do."
Pops: "Let it go, Barbara."
Her: "No, I wanna know. So, you say the shit you say on purpose?"
Me: "About 90% of the time, yeah."
Her: :smh:
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:lol:
had a similar convos through my teens
my dad was always good, but my moms was always:smh:
 
4 Dimensional

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LSN said:
what's insanely hilarious is the guy who thinks it's wrong for dude to agree that she's not as "hot" as those 2 chics but think it's ok to want to get a baseball bat and bash someone's head for having a difference of opinion lol
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Do you think people are actually aware of that moral contradiction when they type? I mean, can they even comprehend their own shit when they write? Lol. Dude must be in a drought, lol.
 
largebillsonlyplease

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Selfscience said:
:lol2::roflmao2:

Like wishing a person get herpes from a Dinobear.
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There are so many made up creatures in my head it's best to keep them to myself. Best dream I ever had, which was a nightmare was when I was little and the devil was chasing me. I had garfield show up to my bday party and then he took off the helmet and it was the devil, the one from that tom cruise 80's movie legend i screamed and screamed and then i woke up (but was still in my dream)
i went to the bathroom to piss and i opened the door and imagine this guy
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sitting on the toilet with a newspaper and glasses. i opened the door and looked and he ruffled the paper and then peered over and looked at me and said in that devil voice "you never seen the devil take a shit before, close the door" and went back to look at the paper and i closed the door and woke up laughing so hard i pissed myself

best dream i ever had.
 
4 Dimensional

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largebillsonlyplease said:
There are so many made up creatures in my head it's best to keep them to myself. Best dream I ever had, which was a nightmare was when I was little and the devil was chasing me. I had garfield show up to my bday party and then he took off the helmet and it was the devil, the one from that tom cruise 80's movie legend i screamed and screamed and then i woke up (but was still in my dream)
i went to the bathroom to piss and i opened the door and imagine this guy
21a591ac5bb8ad733da66a7d230ccb72.jpg

sitting on the toilet with a newspaper and glasses. i opened the door and looked and he ruffled the paper and then peered over and looked at me and said in that devil voice "you never seen the devil take a shit before, close the door" and went back to look at the paper and i closed the door and woke up laughing so hard i pissed myself

best dream i ever had.
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:lmao: This shit is so fuckin' funny, yo. :lmao: I'm dyinnnn over here.

I have recently been having dreams of me watching episode of Sandford and Son. My wife was telling me the other day I was laughing hard as hell in my sleep. The last one was the coffin episode where Fred wouldn't stay in the house because Lamont bought that coffin. I swear I have all those episodes in my head, but are only initialized when I am dreaming.

Which brings me to a thread I am considering on creating about Lucid dreaming.
 
WhenTheGoingGetsTtuff

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Selfscience said:
It's an unfortunate aspect of my life that has been feasting on my soul. Mentality I'm in such an aware state that little things that people do to not accept who they are bothers me. It's a dark place because it isolates you from everyone else. We joke and talk shit on BGOL, but there is a reason i come here. To talk with like minds. In society, outside the internet, I do not get to really talk with people the way I would like to. I can't discuss things nor can I express my view points thoroughly because it goes over many peoples head. I'm deeply connected with my African Spirituality and self-development on a daily basis. When it comes to people, self awareness and acceptance is very important to me. We are who we are and it was never up to us to decide otherwise. We must embrace ourselves because self loathing is a dangerous energy that flows to others. I try to show empathy and understand, but it is tough sometimes.
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I'm a double aquarius...i understand what you're saying. Only time i didn't feel mentally alone is with my spouses. I deal with women 90% of my day. I see them doing stupid shit 98% of the time. The things my aquarian mind sees and dissects in an instant would fill up my damn day and i couldn't get shit done. But then there's the thing i learned from my husband. He was an aquarius too. He had a cancer moon so he was far more empathetic than i am. What i learned was --- Sure this person is doing this thing for their reasons ---- Sure i could crush them with my words. But why? Back then when i spoke up it would be to destroy somebody because i thought they needed it because it was my duty. But i learned from him...it is NOT my duty. It is my duty to HELP people.

There is nothing i could gain from hurting this person. There is nothing anyone gains from me hurting people. I also became deeply connected spiritually through my wife. She told me alot of times...don't do that. It hurts you to trash other people like that. So i try. What i do now is just be quiet. lol if someone does something stupid that's their path and we all have learning to do.

I have anger problems but again...i'm an aqua. I'm not malicious in what i do. So best i can do is watch what i say and really...decide if this needs to be said. Most times it don't.
 
largebillsonlyplease

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WhenTheGoingGetsTtuff said:
I'm a double aquarius...i understand what you're saying. Only time i didn't feel mentally alone is with my spouses. I deal with women 90% of my day. I see them doing stupid shit 98% of the time. The things my aquarian mind sees and dissects in an instant would fill up my damn day and i couldn't get shit done. But then there's the thing i learned from my husband. He was an aquarius too. He had a cancer moon so he was far more empathetic than i am. What i learned was --- Sure this person is doing this thing for their reasons ---- Sure i could crush them with my words. But why? Back then when i spoke up it would be to destroy somebody because i thought they needed it because it was my duty. But i learned from him...it is NOT my duty. It is my duty to HELP people.

There is nothing i could gain from hurting this person. There is nothing anyone gains from me hurting people. I also became deeply connected spiritually through my wife. She told me alot of times...don't do that. It hurts you to trash other people like that. So i try. What i do now is just be quiet. lol if someone does something stupid that's their path and we all have learning to do.

I have anger problems but again...i'm an aqua. I'm not malicious in what i do. So best i can do is watch what i say and really...decide if this needs to be said. Most times it don't.
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My heart.
 
largebillsonlyplease

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Selfscience said:
:lmao: This shit is so fuckin' funny, yo. :lmao: I'm dyinnnn over here.

I have recently been having dreams of me watching episode of Sandford and Son. My wife was telling me the other day I was laughing hard as hell in my sleep. The last one was the coffin episode where Fred wouldn't stay in the house because Lamont bought that coffin. I swear I have all those episodes in my head, but are only initialized when I am dreaming.

Which brings me to a thread I am considering on creating about Lucid dreaming.
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I enjoy sleep because my dreams are off the hook disturbing. They shake me to my core.

It's like the best scary movie ever
 
woodchuck

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Selfscience said:
:lmao: This shit is so fuckin' funny, yo. :lmao: I'm dyinnnn over here.

I have recently been having dreams of me watching episode of Sandford and Son. My wife was telling me the other day I was laughing hard as hell in my sleep. The last one was the coffin episode where Fred wouldn't stay in the house because Lamont bought that coffin. I swear I have all those episodes in my head, but are only initialized when I am dreaming.

Which brings me to a thread I am considering on creating about Lucid dreaming.
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I got a weird one for you. I fly in about 85% of my dreams, which within itself isn't all that special. Here's the funny part: I've had about 5 or 6 dreams where I'm being chased or trying to get somewhere in a hurry, and said to myself IN THE DREAM: "Hey, this is dream. Why don't I just fly?"
 
4 Dimensional

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woodchuck said:
I got a weird one for you. I fly in about 85% of my dreams, which within itself isn't all that special. Here's the funny part: I've had about 5 or 6 dreams where I'm being chased or trying to get somewhere in a hurry, and said to myself IN THE DREAM: "Hey, this is dream. Why don't I just fly?"
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Not weird at all. That's textbook lucid dreaming. You're so aware subconsciously that you recognize you're dreaming. I have been doing this type of dreaming for as long as I can remember. I do not even have nightmares because I can manifest whatever I can think of in my dream. I have time travelled, I was dr manhattan, I have became a super villain and ruled the world, and I have just had a dream where I was doing nothing but watching Sanford and Son.

It's an awesome thing to be able to do. Dude I have even solved math problems in my dreams. Woke up and finished that problem I was working on before I went to sleep, then went right back to sleep.
 
Darrkman

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WhenTheGoingGetsTtuff said:
I'm a double aquarius...i understand what you're saying. Only time i didn't feel mentally alone is with my spouses. I deal with women 90% of my day. I see them doing stupid shit 98% of the time. The things my aquarian mind sees and dissects in an instant would fill up my damn day and i couldn't get shit done. But then there's the thing i learned from my husband. He was an aquarius too. He had a cancer moon so he was far more empathetic than i am. What i learned was --- Sure this person is doing this thing for their reasons ---- Sure i could crush them with my words. But why? Back then when i spoke up it would be to destroy somebody because i thought they needed it because it was my duty. But i learned from him...it is NOT my duty. It is my duty to HELP people.

There is nothing i could gain from hurting this person. There is nothing anyone gains from me hurting people. I also became deeply connected spiritually through my wife. She told me alot of times...don't do that. It hurts you to trash other people like that. So i try. What i do now is just be quiet. lol if someone does something stupid that's their path and we all have learning to do.

I have anger problems but again...i'm an aqua. I'm not malicious in what i do. So best i can do is watch what i say and really...decide if this needs to be said. Most times it don't.
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Yeah yeah yeah.....but what dat mouth do???
 
Timdawg187

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Selfscience said:
Not weird at all. That's textbook lucid dreaming. You're so aware subconsciously that you recognize you're dreaming. I have been doing this type of dreaming for as long as I can remember. I do not even have nightmares because I can manifest whatever I can think of in my dream. I have time travelled, I was dr manhattan, I have became a super villain and ruled the world, and I have just had a dream where I was doing nothing but watching Sanford and Son.

It's an awesome thing to be able to do. Dude I have even solved math problems in my dreams. Woke up and finished that problem I was working on before I went to sleep, then went right back to sleep.
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Its weird because when I do realize I'm dreaming, I start to lose the dream and wake up, but if it's a bad dream I can't seem to wake up unless I fly away
 
daking181

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Selfscience said:
:lmao: This shit is so fuckin' funny, yo. :lmao: I'm dyinnnn over here.

I have recently been having dreams of me watching episode of Sandford and Son. My wife was telling me the other day I was laughing hard as hell in my sleep. The last one was the coffin episode where Fred wouldn't stay in the house because Lamont bought that coffin. I swear I have all those episodes in my head, but are only initialized when I am dreaming.

Which brings me to a thread I am considering on creating about Lucid dreaming.
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I just looked up Lucid dreaming. My wife thinks I'm crazy, but I'm fully aware when I'm dreaming
 

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